I have been feeling quite sad and alone. I feel this weight on top of me. It came on really strong. After crying than going to take a shower I thought I would feel better, but I don't. I can not shake it. Overwhelmed with Sadness with no one to talk to about it. Feeling lost in a world of the appearance of happy people. Jealous of couples on the street. Wondering what it would be like to taste pure happiness. Have someone to share things with and not feel so completely alone. The emptiness is killing me, like a slow death. If only I could find someone who understands me. Someone who liked to do some ot the same things. A hand holding, hugger, kisser, photonut would be nice. A man who sees the value of photography.
Show us your sunglasses.
I went to the Skagit Valley Tulip Festival on Easter Sunday with my friends Paula and James. You were not allowed between the rows and some ladies would come by and yell at you quite loudly to get out of the tulips. Yet, I ended up with some what I thought to be cool shots of people amongst the tulips. Than I talked to my Mom today and she went on to view them and thought that some of the shots might be perfect for a children's book someone she knows is working on. Thought that was pretty cool, since I just took the shots. After the tulips we went wine tasting and that was lots of fun. I think I drank more than I needed to because the dessert wines were too good. The white wines were better than their reds, something was off about them. Makes me want to start doing some more wine tastings. Unfortunately, wine sort of puts me in the mood. Being single this is not a good thing. Well it did relax me and I felt good. We finished are day off by going to a Salmon BBQ and that was fun too and I drank two cups of coffee and lots of water. Good thing the drive back to my car was quite a while in traffic and quite a bit of time had passed since the wine tasting. The traffic was really bad with people coming back from Canada from the holiday weekend. I drove home and got into bed and just started processing the images until I finally went to sleep in what felt like a solid day of awake time. Still tired and should be sleeping now.
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marsanderson said:
[this is good]that's an amazing shot. you are quite talented. read more
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Thank you that is a very sweet comment. :) read more
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