Sadness
I have been feeling quite sad and alone. I feel this weight on top of me. It came on really strong. After crying than going to take a shower I thought I would feel better, but I don't. I can not shake it. Overwhelmed with Sadness with no one to talk to about it. Feeling lost in a world of the appearance of happy people. Jealous of couples on the street. Wondering what it would be like to taste pure happiness. Have someone to share things with and not feel so completely alone. The emptiness is killing me, like a slow death. If only I could find someone who understands me. Someone who liked to do some ot the same things. A hand holding, hugger, kisser, photonut would be nice. A man who sees the value of photography.
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I'm sorry you are feeling sad.
Over two weeks is a long time to feel this way.
I can't say much other than I hope that very soon some/all your hopes and dreams come true. In reality, it may take a while. In reality all those happy -looking couples don't stay like that --like a photograph frozen forever. They go home and somtimes bicker, sometimes worse. I know you knoe that but it's hard to remember when one sees how picture-perfect they look.
Take care. I'll be keeping a good thought for you.
xoxo
Caprica
I am sorry you feel so alone.